Just end it. Please :’(
I’m so tired of trying. I’m so done with being hurt. I don’t deserve it. It effects everything I do. Fucking hell I just want to and this all :’(
Fuck!!!!!
Damn you depression, damn you endos damn you cruel screwed world… You fucked her life so much, I don’t even want to live if she has to consider this choice -.- it hurts much to much… I just want this razor to cut through my throat…not my wrist but I can’t leave her like that :,(
I hate my life… If I didn’t have the girl of my dreams I would be dead right. By my own hands.. Still consider it time to time but not.
Helping my step brother with an art project I have a sharp carving knife and I want to slit my wrists open! :’(
Help… I am fighting the urge so much but having really deep depression sucks!!!!!!!! :(
